Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Threat Perception Schizophrenic

Diagnosed with schizo-affective disorder, I always perceive heightened offensive threats on abilify. Dark concerns emerge, and it heightens my mood into supremacy. 
Schizophrenics have heightened experiences with anti-psychotic drugs, is what I observe at candor amongst those whom reside within my house for dual-diagnosis qualified tenants, who are and really aren't my friends. Perceiving duality, of rational and mood-stabilized individuals is met with the usual apathy; yet we are seers, and psychic. We disagree, yet discern.

Sunday, December 6, 2020

Sorcery and Moderna

I knew the work of His. In Ancient times, he was a pharoah to laboratory: yet let me explain. I can see, yet not hear. His soul, occupied remains to kill mine. I can hear this, screeching tumult of labelling attacks only four nights away from where I am. His nears, but are weak, and weakened from wars previous.

I make Moderna supply, fill. I grow trees to make what goes inside. Others grow weary, with no promise of innoculating. They are petchulant and sorcerers too, which contaminate His lab and my medicine. 

Therapy Mood Discord

I went into the psychiatrists building chipper. I had no mention of seeing spirits, yet he was kin to one that I am with. He believed I was not seeing.

Tuesday, December 1, 2020

Therapy Observation Accord

One day, I went in to the therapists office, and secluded nothing. I was fixated on peril, and ought not have yet to shout out the fears overwhelming me. I went onward, until my voice was recognized. I was heard, could hear, and was speaking nothing symptomatic! I was elated, yet wanted appeal to hope. This was therapy, day one from anxiety improvement.

Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Mirror, mine

A mirror's constraint is but the enigma of imagination. A voice in the chambers resounds the rational, positively. Use logic, and be rational.

Monday, November 23, 2020

Procuring Attack Abatement: Health

To obtain virology consequence in 2019 through 2020 took seven heroes, self-imvolved. They have located all strains, genomes and physiological evidence outside of bipartisan research facilities.

We are each profoundly aware of the distinct and imminent danger, the deathly existence of ages carried and weaponized, covid-19.

The research concludes all flu and cold virus unto, or until bacteria.

Because the research is mitigated, the conglomeration of vaccinations are at world leadership potential, and non-partisan, yet.

There will be five opportunities to innoculate populations. Succinct, derelective, are two.

Saturday, November 21, 2020

Balancing Surveillance

Times exist, and accord for our values to increase, and to our hearts to improve. Time is the non-energenic momentum of watch and creation. 

Here you watch me, time instilled by payment: a guaranteed energy of life afforded by creators. Like religions, some creators are good and some malevolent. Good watchmen, heed! Time is of glory! Bad people, beware: you are upon a watch made by a man who watches.

Thursday, November 19, 2020

Of Life, and Change

The thought is this: we are one nation, under God and indivisible. We are sighted.

The country is humming with contrary hopes and furtive ideas; many construe the victory if each man considered president. 

Each side has a victory squad, and each member his entirety speech. The social elite, previous candidates, are usurping equity from our constitutional trains. Everything is amiss in leadership.

Thursday, August 13, 2020

Conformity at crisis

 In June of 2007, I was diagnosed with schizo-affective disorder: a form of schizophrenia. The mind and body are a record and the mind speaks eloquently of what it learned: in this life if cognizant or that one, of a previous life if becoming conscious. Becoming conscious is a type of conformity to wit, and a form of eloquent cognizance if learned.  Conformity is the practice of secrecy socially, yet being schizo-affective interferes with the consciousness focus at interims of eloquence.  A

I have is a desire to be understood. I have been through a transformation of voice. I am now conformity of family, and secrecy of not one sibling or cousin unto mine own heart. I seek improvement,yet have led a reckless life in search of family, yet not of the family put together by parents. This means we were their family, and I yet disagree with what we learned. I probably always will. I should have been taught better hygiene, better commonality, and intrinsic respect for the family we were left with. I ought have been raised to be a sister, not the youngest sibling that struggled to admire her older sister. Here is where I meet family, online at platform six. 

Oops, schizophrenic again. Dearly I have loved my mother, dearly I love my father, and dearly was my sister loved. Yet, there is causation of blame and accord which disrupt a pattern, vocally, which discriminates toward my sister.  It is a belief issue, and in my improvement-seeking I no longer dwell excessively in an aggressive voice acquired at discipline disobediently.  I have been sinister with my sister, and to her disadvantage vocally.  She doesn't miss me is what I fear, seeking her own ambiguity in the nation we each reside within. Her her torment, I imagine to lead Hawaii, mine is the aptitude to concede at voice the loneliness of my heart at platform three; to the national assembly.

Platform is the nation's secretive communication study of me, the nation's witch, kahuna, psychic. This secret, I withhold from my family because platform is of Nicaragua design. Then we are each related to Antennae labor at design labor implementation.  Of this, I can type, yet here, my voice concedes, I am in conflict. Conflict because I am schizo-affective is what ECHO:208234776 believe. Conflict be hard I mediate in international concerns is what the family does know.